cant blog. but can twit.






see you when my comp revives. if it will.



to do for today. slash this week:
1. mail breasty's chio pictures
2. google human resources w/ psychology (SP) and psychology (TP) WOOHOO \M/
3. blog
4. facebook
5. bloghop
6. start MSK
7. resume my knitting (wth)

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some meeting in the morning with 15 other people. streaming stuff that left me really really really (x123456) frustrated.
rang up a lot of people (not really) and decided to stick to literature, chem/bio, poa and business instead of pure sciences. influenced by someone big.
(how do anyone expect me to talk to my dad/mom about this when they seriously know nothing at all.)
thats one.

co after that.
two.

to breast's place after co to bathe. change then went PS.
met her mom there last min then had pastamania. rofl
three. (she bought bread for me. my mom said it was really nice. thanks LOL)

bus home. fricking pricking cold. i dont understand singapore weather AT ALL
four.

slept till night. here i am, bye



home, finally. i canNOT stand the weather outside.







blogging is beginning to seem uninteresting. night bye



it sucks to know.



blogger giving me problems again cant post pictures.
pinky nailssssssssssssss
holidays yay yay yay. i have nothing to do.
VP said to pick up a new hobby and guess what! my mom is teaching me how to knit HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH total win already.

two months of holiday, \m/ best of the best.
parents meeting ytd, weeeet teacher can actually make my results out to be better than i thought it was.
actually i didnt think it was any good. ohwell.

cafe world copy restaurant city, thats what i think.
somehow. going to play anyhow, bye bye bye bye bye



If you had to…


1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you get it?
somewhere where it isnt obvious cuz my dad said as long as he couldnt see it, he close one eye.

2. If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
black?

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN’T YOUR EARS) what would you pierce?
my tongue lol.

4. If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
i dont want to.



1. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
one person.

2. Would you move anywhere else if you could?
somewhere with cooler weather.

3. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
consider.

4. If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
be very, very suspicious cuz nobody usually gets money like that



Let’s say..

3. Let’s say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000…would you?
nope. out of your mind

4. Let’s say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?
wall e? stupid answer


1. What makes your bedroom unique?
er, there is a bowl of noodles in front of me now?

4. What’s your favorite season of the year?
i dont really know.

5. Do you like cheese?
certain kinds?



2009?

1. Have you had your birthday yet?
yeah.

2. Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009?
nope guess not.

3. Are you still in the same job?
no job. yet.

4. Is your favorite color the same color?
i forgot my fav colour @ start of year.

5. Have you got the same style/color hair?
kinda, i guess.

6. Have you bought a NEW car this year?
lets see. hmmmmmmmmmm.

7. Anything exciting happen this year?
dont know.

8. Have you been involved with the police this year?
dont know.

10. Is your best friend still your best friend?
guess not?

11. Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
:D no.

12. Had a haircut this year?
yup.

13. Been in a hospital this year?
visit someone.

15. Been on a vacation this year ?
kinda?

16. Been kicked out of a public place this year?
forgot la



Do you…
• lick yourself: if i have something edible dribble down my hands or something, yes.

• whine a lot: lol when frustrated or whatever.

• yell a lot: kinda.

• want to die: a few times :O

• wear dark colors: prefer white cuz the weather can make you melt...?

• dye your hair: nope. will get cancer. (whoooops)



Have you ever…
• worn rainbow: lo no?

• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yup.

• left the country: yeah.

• flashed anyone: -.-

• had a party with over 30 people: yup.

• stolen something: eh, i think so :D

• caught something on fire: YES LOL



Last person…
• you talked to: mom.

• you hugged: kailing LOL she was scared of the roaches i think.

• you called:  oh dad!

• to call you: dad again



Next person…
• you’ll talk to: dad. he's waking me up tmr.

• you’ll hug: anybody who makes me really happy tmr :)

• you’ll call:  sleep.

• you’ll get a call from: ?



Back to basics
• what is your birth name? weixian? low.

• what is your birthday day? fourth sept.

• how tall are you?: one six five i think.

• shoe size?: seven or eight? im not exactly sure zzz

• brothers/sisters?: one older one younger both brothers.

• favorite colour? red FTW

• soda? sprite or seven up.

• ice cream?: strawberries i think.



In the last 48 hours…
• cried?: nope. i know i almost did just now when i really thought we were stuck inside school for the night.

• missed someone?: not really

• yelled at someone?: ya. cuz i was freaked out.

• been online: now?

• kissed someone?: no. air-kiss jiu got :)

• hugged someone?: not really a hug i guess.

• last thing you ate?: noodles and fried egg.

• talked to someone about something important? not really



Finally..
• who is sitting next to you? please. nobody.

• favorite sport?: after today, captains ball :):)

• been in a plane?: yup.

• broke someones heart?: hope not.

• kicked your cat for the hell of it? no cat. YET.



just reached home. came by to say hi (HI)
bathe, eat and im going to sleep alr (i know will fat lah zzz)
i swear eyes are closing already


big day in was fun. so much better than last year.
i loved cap's ball (2/7 \m/ FOREVER) lol lol lol lol in your faces.
* that knock on your head wasnt intentional, people apologise alr you still stare what stare. *&^%$#%^&
seriously ah, (some) sec ones this year.......... i understand why people hate sec ones too. i feel irritated to remember that i was once an annoying sec one too. oh well.
yay, noodles.
art exhibition for open house tmr, PRAY HARD that when we all reach sch tmr the paintings are all still on the wall.
gonna be another late night, bye.



peishan and xinhui are too too noisy. sigh.
byebye.





wedding lunch in malaysia this afternoon. er......... i prefer sg weddings.
omg feels like ten thousand years since i logged in to blogger.

the bride was cutesy anyway.
(shit totally unrelated)
seven mins to travel from TBP to sch, two mins wait for lift, one min to reach staff room.
MUST arrive @ 7:00:00AM.
MY PEISHAN you bettwe pray you wake up on time muackz.
muackz to all too yummmm kay night.



normally sleep @ 11.44pm = still can manage to wake up in the morning.
lasty nighty sleep @ 11.44pm. this morning, cannot. wake. up.
lol managed to in the end.
HI FARHANA shes beside me. @ lab now. i hear a lot of noises, brain cant process from where and whom.

toilet painting again later on lei. i think will v late?.
oh my sky. i will hate those who kick the toilet doors for the rest of my EXISTENCE.
i forgot my twitter. breatheeeeeeeeee.








i really went to make twitter sia, cos of H and P. but now it looks a bit stupid.
anywayyyyy, nighty night. i hate facebook and achy legs.



DPSW = Uno outing today. met up w S & P before going over to D's. fail @ taking buses.
PS, then raffles, all fail @ hunting for dresses :( back to played with all the dresses over @ danielle's.
dslr and polaroids, a lot a lot! HAHAHAHAHHAHA
(pictures, babe!)
legs ache until cannot sia. :( :(
back to PS to get shoes, then accompanied ps take bus. cabbed home.
sighhhhhhhhhh


toilet time tomorrow. yay.
BTW MY HOROSCOPE TODAY. OMG.

Virgo (8/22-9/23)
Monday, October 19
With today's new moon, you might be more preoccupied with your money and how you want to spend it just now, and that's fine. Think about taking on a part time job or find another way to make a few extra dollars. You won't want to miss out on all the fun stuff that's coming up in the next few months. Buy something that makes you look great.

i spotted this little girl, no older than primary five, staring at me during lunch this afternn.
she gives me this look like how i used to look at older girls when i was young.
the "i wanna be grown up now too" look. smth like that la.
and i thought, she wouldnt even be happy if she were this age now.
how complicated life's been of late. cant imagine how it'd turn out, two or five years later.
i doubt if she knows my life, she'd still wanna be me.
anyhow, i'd gladly trade my life with a kindergartener's anyday. just give me the date and time.

feeling in the mood & cant sleep, so here y' go, little paragraph for any names that pop up in my head. this gon' be a long post in the middle of the night. im weird.

size of paragraph and order of names dont mean anything. like i said the names just pop up.

A&G
sweet (: im happy cuz i thought few weeks ago, things started to improve right. i feel really bad cuz i thought i could juggle the whole friends-all-over-the-place thing during the bbq but in the end, it was more of ME all over the place and i couldnt spend much time around the clique. shit ass sorry. i was midway through a letter for all of you but never got the chance to finish it all. zzz.

1. amanda this is a bit too late already, yep, but thank you for your pretty drawing of my 'daughter' and your very pretty handwriting letter (: i liked being in the same group as you during art coz i can talk random stuffz with you and shoot rayner (HAHAHA) and being in the same group as you = good good art. im v sorry about your birthday this & last year. sighz. tq for being there, i suddenly rmb you touching my hair & comforting me when i was upset in class one day about stuff i'd rather not mention again. :)
2. binbin your letter of advice/encouragement that you wrote to me for the C4L thing, it surprised me coz i didnt think you'd write one to me. tq (: your letter somehow motivated me to study leh, true (; im not close to you, but things are improving, no? i want to get to know you better soon, muackz :) you could be my best silent mate HEHEHE
3. farhana most recent memory of you & me = singapore idol. HAHAHHAHAHA i kept to my words, i really dont watch sg idol anymore yknw. too silly right hahahahahah but y' must still watch and tell me who's out and all :O when it comes to the finals then i go watch hehhheheheheh then can bet with you again who will win who will out. this aside, thanks for being there & loving me (you do right! :S) i love both your green letters you gave to me for C4L too. i'll never forget the tall mate with the green shell of a bag i have (: muackz, i will write letter to you soon heh. thanks for both your 'i love weixian hardcore's too!
4. helena yeap, i cant believe you're going to be fifteen. i cant believe im going to be fifteen too. i miss the days we sleep camwhore dance sing eat laugh draw text chat in class last year too (: life's turning complicated (idk how many times i've complained about it alr) but you were there to guide me through it cuz you're older than me by seven months and HAHAHAHAHA thank you, for being there too. always 'here there and everywhere' (: for texting me back and lulling me to sleep when i used to think too much and get upset before bedtime, for rushing down on the 22nd of may, for always staying close, around me. for scolding me when you thought i deserved it, i admit you opened my eyes and woke me up so i became a better person. lol you sound like god now. bwahahahahahahah love you ttm. muackz.
5. kailing i agree bout the part where you said you thought you 'bonded with me a lot and the whole clique is closer' (: prolly cuz of the time we had in the mornings in school before the class opened. i used to think you dao, but i realised the opposite (: i didnt use to talk to you bout my probs but few weeks back, when things really got to my head, i told you first cuz you were the first person i saw in the mornings :) tq for advising me, really. i like you as a friend too (: cant wait to continue painting toilet doors with you HAHAHAH sounds like fun and dirtyness. OH and thank you, BIG TIME, for using turp to help clean my hair :) i owe you!
6. sharon i liked your birthday letter too cuz it was colourfel and naturally, gr8. (: i like it when you advise me too, you know. i seldom confide in you but when i do, whatever you say helps me mostly. thanks, for that (: i love your unique screaming, but tone it down a little :) i have a bad feeling you'll scream a lot on tuesday while painting man. i dont know why. please dont okay. :) :) muackz.
7. xinhui i guess we arent as close now, but that doesnt matter cuz you're still mine >:} i loved your 'episode' present, you cant believe how touched i was while i read it that very night. yup, i dont cry when im touched so ya. too bad. you moved me coz i dont even remember some events from the book. AND YOU REMEMBERED. i think thats real mean of me. but yknw, your book reminds me of E V E R Y little thing that happened to us :) like that quarrel we had last year that i dont even have a memory of. you used to counsel me, you forced me to talk to him when i was so troubled and you made me cry on your shoulders. im so used to crying on your shoulders that now i cant even cry properly without your shoulders. (i used 'your shoulders' three times in two sentences) thank you, for YOUR SHOULDERS HAHAHAHAHA im sorry i worried you, that day. im sorry i didnt remember our stuffz, thank you for penning them down so i'd remember them forever. for just talking to me. i dont think i'd actually be the me i am now if you werent here (: i almost went in the wrong directions a few times but you pushed my back on track again. muackzzzzzzzz, xinhui the eyeless who cant camwhore cuz she has no eyes ;)

peishan you're texting me now when i feel alone, thanks for that. you were there that day too, double thanks. i can never finish this list of stuffz i can thank you about but eww, will be too gross. too cheesy i guess. i dont think you like it either hahahahahah i miss talking to you too sweetie. i'd glady forgo everything now (i think!) to go back to the past, like how we used to talk about everything under the sun and walking to school from your place and alllllllll. memories never fade. i love you, peishan the htc user. heheheheheheeeeeee

suting you called me and your contact appeared as 'SUTING the topshop bimbo' (: danielle inspired me on that one, i think you're the same in peishan's and danielle's phone too. there were some misunderstanding few weeks back, i guess, but time alone with you solved all right :) remember that you and i swore to be truthful with each other hehehehe i bet thats what improved our relationship the most. love the times where i got to be alone with you lah bitch.

danielle im not that close with you anymore but at least we talk to each other occasionally and you talk to me when you had problems right (: im sorry for the times when i pissed you off, i know that makes it a lot. you piss me off too, and we've had our fair share of conflicts and arguments. in fact, people are bored of us quarreling already hehehehe but we always make up after that right :) rmb the roommates and pug promise hor you my pug's future lays in your hands lmao, love you breasty, more than you can imagine.

abby your name randomly popped up yes. HAHAHAH i dont know you well enough i guess, but past few weeks i talked to you, i realized you know a lot of secrets of mine :) keep them safe thanks. fun to talk to you in the night until your house phone die. HAHAHAHA fun to talk to you and danielle but it wasnt funny when yall gang up to bully me lmao. heh heh i guess there were some stuffz mentioned that i wouldnt tell anyone else (anybody who wants to know, dont bother asking cuz i wont ever tell) sigh. i guess i owe it to no true friends that i got to know you? :)

'merrio' im glad we're out of each other's lives now i guess. to tell the truth, like some people i've told this to, even though i was really happy, i sorta regret the past. i enjoyed myself thoroughly w your company but all good things come to an end, :) silly stuff i did after the break up, i regret them all. the letters, pictures, everything, i reckon they're reduced to ashes / thrown away. well, it should. i deleted the pictures on my phone and all the texts in a moment of fury (?) but i can say that i dont regret it, not really. i still have the pictures in my computer, but why not keep them as memories. :) thanks for all that you given, even the hurtful times too. i grew up. you made me realise a lot of things :) sorry for being selfish, demanding. lol, okay i have nothing to say. maybe continuing this way's the best. all th best t you :)

smiley :) i decided to add your name too, after all. heheheheheh. just for the fun of it. didnt realise at first that we'd still stay in contact after all. anyhow, you still make me laugh once in a while and its quite cool for a friend like you. exams are over so i cant say gl/buck up for the exams, sigh. kay well, im going to sleep too. btw, i dreamt of you as a vampire last night. shit scary.

thats the lot for now, im continuing tmr i guess :) i havent forgotten gmc, yknw.

"there's nothing really left to say unless you're gonna tell me something you know i wanna hear."

sigh.



mugging everyday till late = O V E R
LOL IDK WHATS WRONG WITH ME


how great it feels to sleep early AND wake up late.
hehehehehehehehehehehe, im dying of bliss already. yum.
now i know what they mean by feeling blissed when you see the familiar name pop up on your screen.
when am i going to see you again :O

toilet painting yesterday.
had paint in my hair, list of thanks to amanda for untangling my hair, sharon for washing and untangling, kailing for untangling and washing paint off my hair with turps. hurray hurray MUACKZ
waited from 650 to 745 outside of school for dad, i cant believe how dark it is @ 730.
danced & sang (when there was sorta nobody) to entertain myself.
kidding bout the dancing part lah.



one sentence to summarise my feelings during maths paper(s):
OMG I ACTUALLY CAN DO THIS PAPER MAN I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!! (exults inwardly)

about two or three questions in paper one = same questions in mock exam paper, im so glad i woke up @ 10 last night to dig out those papers to re-do. omg omg omg cant believe my (our) luck.
paper two, i could do it but im not thaaaaaat confident.

unconfirmed date with peishan on october thirtieth... (wink wink.)
confirmed date w danielle on christmas. wth?



kk gotta go type out my notes omg its 9 alr?! i wanted to sleep @ 10 leh! bye bye bye.

i wonder what will happen t me tmr. i've studied maths the least. so gr8 right i know

shit ass scared. really those kinda, teeth-chattering sorta scared i guess. i wonder what would happen tmr, really.

so history is screwed. kay. i accept that.
dozing off throughoutthe whole paper. guess i should prolly turn in @ about 10 tonight or smth

played with the cat for a bit after exams tday before leaving for gwc w peishan.
(those who want t bully the poor cat, f off lah bully somemore and you'll be a cat in your next life.)
the cat's turned vegetarian! caught it eating grass. good thing too, cheap and healthy. organic.

ate & got 'lectured' by the seventy-year-old auntie who works somewhere there for a good thirty minutes.
legs were aching by the time we escaped.
xin and danielle came. ate and kinda studied maths @ mac. i did two qns all by myself & got them correct ^^ ^^





maths tmr. gl gl gl. :/

1. omg i can make it.
2. omg i can make it.
3. omg i can make it.
4. omg i can make it.
5. omg i can make it.
6. omg i can make it.
7. omg i can make it.
8. omg i can make it.
9. omg i can make it.
10. omg i can make it.