time now : 9.06.
th third biggest day: THREE MORE HOURS & TWO MINUTES.

GEOG PAPER: EIGHT [8] MORE DAYS.
CHINESE PAPER: NINE [9] MORE DAYS.
MATHS PAPER: TEN [10] MORE DAYS.
SCIENCE PAPER: THIRTEEN [13] MORE DAYS.

1. this weixian is not going to fail anything for th coming exams.
2. this weixian has got confidence.
3. this weixian has got motivation.
4. this weixian has got more brains now than term one 2008.
5. this weixian has got a ten billion watt lightbulb in her head.
6. this weixian has got only th word 'STUDY' in her head.
7. this weixian has got no textbooks under her table in school. {okay, perhaps A FEW. one or two.}
8. this weixian has got wonderful friends who have plentiful of brains to make this weixian's lightbulb brighter.
9. this weixian has got a nice nice friend who's getting smarter.
10. this weixian has got special people to cheer her on.

conclusion: this weixian has got high hopes of passing everything.

END-OF-END-OF-YEAR EXAMS: FOURTEEN {14} MORE DAYS.
WEIHAO'S BIRTHDAY NUMBER SIXTEENTH: FOURTEEN {14} MORE DAYS!
CO RESUME DATE: FOURTEEN {14} MORE DAYS.:D


every night, i miss you terribly.
bubbles floating around,
we'll be on th beach,
popping bubbles,
watching th sunset,
hugging you tight,
<3

english paper was fine.
i don't feel too good.
bye.

taggggggggggs;

jamie: ugh. it's NOT nice alright. :/

peishan: agreed (: next time let's go tease her tgt ah. damn fun de lehs.

ben : fine. thanks then. :/

I'M LOOKING LIKE HELL FOR SPONGEBOB BLOGSKINS , BECAUSE DOGWARD IS A BIG FAN OF SPONGEBOB .
CHILDISH KID .
AND I FOUND TH SKIN HE USED LAST TIME .
THANK YOU , GOODNIGHT .
SEE YOU TMR .

loaded mountains of books home [helena's was worse],
lunched w helena amanda weixian kailing [i realised our name spells HAWK]
went home with xingxing after that.

i dropped my books in public , HOW EMBARASSING CAN THAT BE .

i'm really not sure whether i can pull through,


taggggggggggs :

enabelle : YES YOU ARE CUTE , don't deny (: oh & that was more than fun lo. :p

peishan : you are you are you are, (: xueping more sexy ah. :D

siling : alrighteees, (:

danielle : i AM what, all along (: thanks dear.

jamie : k, i will (: you too! <3

"It's time for you to take your turn organizing a new social outing. Plan a party."
let's all go to th zoo & see elephants bath & eat .

danielle's quiz ;

1. th person who tagged you is :
danielle ! <3

2. your relationship w her :
lean-on-my-shoulder-and-cry-bestest friend .

3. your 5 impressions of her :
; sweet
; thoughtful
; nice friend
; nice shoulders
; love , xoxo .

4. th most memorable thing she has done for you :
alot ah . until i forgot all .

5. th most memorable thing she said to you :
" you NEHBONGSZX. " tht's th most recent one .

6. if she becomes your lover , you will :
nah . i'm contented being her lean-on-my-shoulder-and-cry-bestest friend .

7. if she becomes your lover , she has to improve on :
not having moodswings all th time .

8. if she becomes your enemy , you will :
try to make things better .

9. if she becomes your enemy , th reason will be :
i dunno ehs . i dun think will ba . cuz i love her too too much .

10. what you want to tell her now is :
ilu , thanks for your shoulders tday .

11. your overall impression of her is :
love-ly .<3

12. what d you think people around you thinks about you ?
i dunno la .

13. th characteristics you love of yourself :
being able to act out happiness .

14. th characteristics you hate about yourself :
changes .

15. th most ideal person you want to be :
being understanding , optimistic about everything & not have a worry forever in th darn world .

16. for people that care & like you , say something to them :
thanks alot , ilu too <3

17. pass this quiz t 10 people you want to know how they feel about you .
1. amanda
2. danielle
3. helena
4. jamie
5. kailing
6. suting
7. peishan
8. enabelle
9. mignon
10. siling

18. who is 6 having a relationship with ? suting
no one lurs . :/

19. is 9 m/f ? mignon
perhaps a mixyure of both .

20. if 7 & 10 are tgt , will it be a good thing ? peishan & siling
i dun think they even know each other ah .

21. what is 2 studying about ? danielle
everything i'm studying AND hmt . show off .

22. when was th last time you had a chat with 3 ? helena
today .

23. what kind of music band does 8 like ? enabelle
not sure uhs , :x

24. does 1 have any siblings ? amanda
i'm positive i did this before. yep , one big sister .

25. will you woo 3 ? helena
no . she's attached , & im attached too .

26. how about 7 ? peishan
i would . :D

27. is 4 single ? jamie
i'm pretty sure yes . :x

28. what is th surname of 5 ? kailing
thng .

29. what is th hobby of 10 ? siling
not sure , :x

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well ? kailing & mignon
i don't think they even know each other . i mean , they don't talk to each other ah .

31. where is no.2 studying at? danielle
same same . <3

32. talk something actually about no. 1 . amanda
what does actually mean ? amanda's actually in fact very very very cute .

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 ? enabelle
hah ! she's cute . <3

34. where does no.9 live at? mignon
near bukit purmei ah .

35. what colour does no. 4 like ? jamie
im not sure again . :x

36. are no.5 and no.1 best friend ? amanda&kailing
ah , they're like th bestest of friends . fate .

37. does no.1 have any pets ? amanda
no , i don't think so .

38. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ? peishan

hah , yes ba ;D

39. what is no.10 doing now . siling
who knows ? ;D

here comes tuesday . th most boring day of th week , as always .
& i know sorrys don't help anymore .
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i lov
i love
i love y
i love yo
i love you
i love you u
i love you un
i love you unt
i love you unti
i love you until
i love you until t
i love you until th
i love you until th e
i love you until th en
i love you until th end
i love you until th end o
i love you until th end of
i love you until th end of t
i love you until th end of ti
i love you until th end of tim
i love you until th end of time
i love you until th end of time <3

i'm sorry .

i realised i didn't have anything about my birthday .
so i went back to helena's blog .
here goes .

sunny-black-cloud day .

early morning day . woke up early .
changed phones with weihao for a day , and th phone sucked like hellio , :x couldn't call out to people de . lousy phone .

met xingxing . walked around & around & around tiong to find a place where he could eat .
bumped into helena at ljs . or maybe i should say hit by helena . she was on her way to meet amanda & kailing ba .
then went to watch wall-e w xingxing .
wall-e is cute .
eva is pretty .
wall-e + eva = happy .

then went home , 'cause dad told me we're going out for dinner .
in th end we didn't go out for dinner ,
so i went home early for nothing .
alright , i didn't exactly reach at th time i was supposed to .

i should have brought eeyore to th movies . ahhhh , i just realised i should have . darn it .

i want to change my phone .
i feel sad when i think about how helena & zf have to be th one to cheer me up. & i can't cheer or make you at least feel better again. what kind of a girlfriend am i, i often think. not a very good one definitely.
taggggggggggs ,

mig : hey , smaler-than-pea brainer .

enabelle : yeah thanks (:

peishan : greenie . thanks <3

bahana : yaaa , don't use bahana anymore ah , ltr do homework also write ' nurul bahana ' ah .

xingxing : cuz i tagged helena saying tht i'm waiting for theirs during chinese new year aft they get married .

suting : alrighteees (: sweeeeeeeet . no need to bring inflatable pillow le .

zf + helena : funneh is it . you all get married first de la , sure .

i got a very very bad feeling that we'll fail th english project , ):


i feel sad . )':

[third time today.]

science test's tmr , i got a cheat plan .
10 marks'll be deducted from english project tmr , got a beg-for-mercy-with-mc plan .
shit .
and helena's having th time of her life cos there's good news .
tmr , sharing baking soda for explsion of volcano w amanda .
i sure hope our volcano erupts a nice colour of lava .
good luck , weixian .
i love you , weixian .
goodnight , weixian .
goodbye , weixian .

hah .
I CALLED BENEDICT TAY 95 [ NINETY-FIVE ] TIMES IN TOTAL TODAY .
ohmytian ah .
so it's not x > 25 anymore .

IMAGINE X IS TH NUMBER OF TIMES YOU CALLED SOMEONE .
THEN TRY TO SOLVE THIS INEQUALITY .

X >25




i don't know th anwer too . but what i know is that i called someone for more than 25 times .
YOU NEHNEH ! STOP PLAYING LURS .
what de-stress , aiyoh . (:
play so many days le still not enough ah . ? (:
xoxo <3

nehnehsxzx .
today was hot as hell . i lost enough water to wash a huge aeroplane .
i drank a lot of water today , trust me . i almost threw up .
escaped a4l , suting covered up for me , (: thanks , love .

fever went & came back , & went & came back .
headaches too . shouldn't have gone to school altogether .
dunnid t see tht stupid uncle . freak .

science test's tmr . & i got no mood to study , but i got to .
i don't want to fail , so i'll have to pass , even if it means just pass lur :/
at least pass lur . i'll do my best .
you're always like that . you weren't like that in th past . you weren't like that yesterday . you were so nice to me yesterday . what happened to you ? and what's with you nowadays ? i'm seriously worried for you .. overlikingness .
taggggggggggs ;

danielle : can't wait for camp . ;D i'm bringing eeyore & mickey ! <3

i'm afraid i won't be able to go to school tmr too . ):
i so , so badly want to go back and play and watch helena slam dunk for me .

weixian want fast fast recover to go back school . weixian no want get sick again because always eat porridge . weixian want icecream .
weixian woke up at 8.44am with nothing to do .
the end .

i watched hi-5 on tv earlier this morning , (: childhood reminiscence , hah .
while i watched it , memories of when i was still a kid returned to me .
i had no worries , nothing , 'cause dad & mom took all those away from me . & then i realised how much they've done for me (:
& i compared th past to now . big , big difference . ):
if i had a chance , i would re-live my childhood all over again .

was porridge & porridge all day . i think i'm going to have porridge-phobia . & so didn't eat much .
oh , it's pilly-time .

bb came over to visit , (:
at least i got to see some signs of human life . otherwise i'd die soon .

sweeter than sweet honey , so addictive . i've finished countless cups alr :/
i feel full . i think i'll puke all over th keyboard .

i miss my mom suddenly . ah , irrelevant .
i miss my dad too . i remember now , he was th last person i saw last night , & th first person i saw this morning .
actually , i woke up at six plus this morning . & i was wondering how come my dad didn't wake me up & why i couldn't talk . seriously , there was like this terrible feeling in my nose & throat , & i couldn't even talk .
it felt awful , really . i swear i don't like pre-flu symptoms .

traumatic experiences ; i want my big fat dad to hug & protect me forever .
i want to cuddle up in a cosy corner with a cosy blanket & doze off peacefully .
i want a simple life , without complications .


taggggggggggs ;

jamie : thanks <3

kailing : thanks too (:

helena : hah ! right , okay sure . then i make you fall down and tickle till you go crazy . (:

i finished .
i finished 5 pills at one go , yes , clap for me ! yes , thank you .
all th more i feel like puking now .



when i try to get off th bed & walk , i feel that i'm flying . floaty & light .
i'm like superwoman who can't save th day .




where were you when i needed , & wanted you most ?




taggggggggggs ;


suting : hey (:


bigben : some people , got nothing better to do . they only know two syllable word like HELLO .

fever , painer than pain sore throats , terrible headaches , big explosive sneezes plus sweaty hot and shivery cold moments , with a dash of pain .
i was killed today .

i ' m n o t g o i n g t o s c h o o l t o m o r r o w .

& i'm very , very touched .
thank you , helena , and helena's big guy .
they brought me smiles , and they brought me to th doctor and home too .
they did more than they needed to , & appreciated , thankssssssssss ! <3
i love helena but i dun love zf . i can't possibly do .

pilly-time . farewell to th world .

oh , and i forgot to mention .
danielle gave me my present today .
it so totally rocks , it's that cool , it's also colourful .
th only problem is , it's so nice i don't know what to do with it .

and there was chinese oral today .
i didn't fail , but i did bad .
and that i know . it's their fault for setting difficult questions .

am i wrong for liking you so badly ?

it's just not perfect .

i'm sorry .
ah , hah .
:/
what if , it's not happily ever after ?

what helena told me today hurt me , but it helped too ,
i finally see myself , in a way . i see myself in a way i don't normally do with a mirror .
i see myself deeper , i understand myself better .

i changed .
i can see that .

one thing i'm sure of is , i changed not because of anybody . i didn't change because of anybody .
if anybody were to be blamed , it would be nobody . and nobody doesn't even exist .
i'm not perfect . i don't want to be .


if i had a chance , i'd relive my live . right from th moment i get born into this world .


big white spaces are coooool .

k .
my printer isn't working :/
i can't print out those stupid freaking asshole lyrics .
nehneh it .

' Starting new projects is not advised, right now -- they will only confuse you more. '
ah , teachers should check friendster horoscopes .
i can't even do projects now .
but hey . i don't feel confused . am i supposed to be ? oh , i get it . i can't find th music for english project . darn it .

tagggggs .

mignon : and you finally admitted you got a pea brain . good for you !

jamie : alrighteees , thanks ! (:

jiang : yesyesyes , very-de-good .

suting : thanks (:

helena : whoa . you good lor . jk too (:

enabelly : okayokay (:

banana : you help me chiong reflections , enough le la (:

ah , my phone almost got confiscated .
i was checking th dictionary . then teacher walked over and took my phone . but returned it to me in th end .
hurhurhur , me so lucky .


and volcano is finished .
although it looks abit plain , ya .
who cares . at least got do hor . :/


amazingly , i managed to finish th toilet song within two hours .
smart , smart me . xDD


righttttt . so for tonight i can sleep in peace . (:
byebye .




tagggggs ;

gordon : ah , then now andy's coming over , wth ? :/ if those two girls don't come back next year aft syf , i'll quit co .

mig : sorreeeee .. i fell asleep :/

daniel : sureeeeething (:

amanda : ah , blame him ;D




p/s : relink me .

p.p.s : and , i'll change my link by next monday . for some reasons , (:
i'll put up th new link on monday ba . so you can relink me . yes , thanks . loveloves .

for once , today , i felt special . because i realised it's september , ah retarded .
i was like , oh . it's my birthmonth . ah , then i felt like as if i was 7 days old only . double retarded .

today , is super nice okay . trust me . xDD

ah , and daddy gave me a cd .
he made th pictures he took into a video or something . with music sommore wor ; th music's quite nice though .
nice job , daddio . (:

shaky pens , click clack (:
ah , thursdays are bad . zuraida's forever coming in . so helena & i got to move our asses and change places :x
ah , for post exam activity , we're flying to west coast park (: and we have a secret for th peopleeeee !(:

i like surprises .

i like biggestben , 'cause he's big and full of warmth (:




p/s my comp is lagging my butt off me .

ah , lab blog ! (:

helena scold me no blog , so i blogging now .

i danced with helena in class just now and burnt fats in my ass .

i shall reply tags now at th tagboard , and blog later at night .

goodbye .

ahhhhh , i see happy birthdays flodding my tagboard , ahhhhh !
my gosh . so i shall forget about everything . ahhhh , i love my birthday . yesyesyes .
i'm shocked .
ah , i see happy birthdays everywhere now .
too bad it's over , ):

who limited 24 hours to a day ??!


dina : yes , good that you won't :D

suting : ah , you'll grow taller de , i help you wish first okay ? ((:

peishan : ah , thanks (: i love being tallll . :D

jamie : ah , i remember it now . thanks for reminding (:

helena : ah yes , a & g is like forever LOVEEEE . ;D that should be our motto .

weichong : ah yes thanksssssyou ((:

farhana : lol ! what way ? thanksssssyou (:

et : yesyesyes , woaini too :D

limxinhui : yesyesyes . thanksssssyou :D

gordon : ah , no lor , i dyed it back to black :D thanksssssyou (: and you mean divorced like ?

jamie : ah , i know (: but my phone wasn't with me at that time , lol !

mira : thanksssssyou (: ahhaha :D

siling : ah , but i still remember you guys ah (: thanks for your long sms ! (:

danielle : yesyesyes , now i'm th same age as you , third-teen , bitch (:

peishan : yesyesyes (: ahh , 25th storeyyyyy (((:

benda : ah , thanksssssyou ! (:

helena : et said birthday hen kuai le , you call me hen xian , ah , what's th meaning of this :D

ryshire : ahhaha , it's okay okay okay :D thanksssssyou !

siling : not quite :D they gave me a cake , i wanted them to gobble it too ma (: yesyesyes , pretty much of th day i was with my family . so yeps .

mig : great ?

enabelle : ah , thanksssss (:

kehjun : yesyesyes , what's with your kthxbye ? :D thanks (:

siling : i don't get you guys de joke xD

gordon : yes , i am , for goodness sake . taller than you . :DDDDD


ah , i'm abit tired of saying tanks and thanksssssyou .

ah . today is th sweetest day (: me love today .
naixiew swears , the best thing that can possibly happen to you for a birthday is a surprise from your bestest girlie-mates and your deardear .
with lots & lots of flowers (: and a birthday cake that looks nicer than th full moon in th night sky . i mean , it's chocolate . like , whoaaa .
ahhhhh , naixiew loveloveloves today and don't want tomorrow to come . and so , almost EVERYBODY knew about it except for me . dang . what is this (: ooh , but me love it (:

actually , guess what i was thinking at 10am .
" eee . i'd been waiting like , a whole year to this special date of mine . and now my girlie-mates can't go out as a whole . ): this has got to be th suckiest birthday in my life . "
reverse psychology , folks . ;DDDD i really didn't expect it can !
okay , although i saw a girl at th gates while i was walking down , I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS THEM CAN . and girlies !
i really , really appreciate what you did . i mean , that was so , so sweet of you guys . i thought i wouldn't have th chance to celebrate with you all le ): ah , but you made my dream come true ;DDDDD
thank you . and i really , sincerely , truly , reallyreallyreally love you guys so so much . i'll never forget what you did .

ah , and helena , i can't hug you even when i'm bending down . ah , but you've really really grown taller hor .

i love th cake , and i swear i'll save it until everybody's here then we'll gobble it down together ((: yumyumyum .

and i tried to surprise deardear with a mini cake too .
okayyyy . i don't really think it's nice . but no choice . thank yantian for getting it for me . (:
and ah , i thought it was so romantic . i mean , people were singing ' happy birthday [ zoo edition ] ' and i was walking down th stairs to him , carrying th cake .
but halfway to him , th candles went out . LOLLLLLLLL . UN-romantic .





















co superstar . i was almost forced into singing .















birthday crew ! oh , and th small brown bear is weiyu's . not mine . he's not part of th birthday crew .















i love being tall . <3


tagggggs ;

binbin : woainiiiiii tooooooo ! <33333

greenie : nono ! not bluey ! is BB . (((((:

ivan : thank you . :D

et : eee . so scared .

siling : so sorry . perhaps we find another day to celebrate ? ;DD loveloves !

danielle : yesyesyes , eeyore loves you la hor (: he told me last night he like you better can . oh , you didn't tell me to relink you either , so i didn't know your link :x

suting : yesyesyes , thankyou thankyou ((:

kailing : ah ! so unglam :x thanks for today , i love you (:

greenie : lvoes is nice enough (:

three hours and fifteen minutes left .
do i have th privilege of fireworks in th sky at 12.00am ?

uno is what i love .





























and , pangster and pangstress .

and our motto is to LOVE .

note our mascot at th bottom : mr eeyore / baby fatass / bigben .

powerpuffie is another love .

ah , finally got pictures to bloggggg ! :D and i'm a happy girl . naixiew naixiew happieeeees . :D

suddenly got th urge to take another picture , hmm . but i shall take with deardear this time . yep , i promise you hor . :D swear swear :p

yes yes , and my new name is naixiew . it makes me think of something that's not very glamorous , so ya , i won't explain . but it's pretty obvious why it's naixiew hor . :D and i think i'm getting addicted to it . i mean , i react faster to this name than weixian , i think . ooooops , big big clue ! :D

yes yes . today's practice was wonderful , but i confess i slack too much . i aim to work harder tmr . yay . yes yes . i promise i will .

that's all . byebye .

T-W-O-M-O-R-E-D-A-Y-S ! :d

PS: I THINK DANIELLE KILLED BABY FATASS TODAY .

taggggg ;

suting : , going to , going to ! :D yes , naixiew at your service !

daniel : yes yes , thank you ;D

helena : ah , hello , i miss you ):

enabelle : yes yes yes ;D thanks too !

limxinhui : yes yes yes , thankyou again :D

WRITING WITH CAPS AND NO PUNCTUATION IS SO ADDICTIVE AND I LEARNT IT FROM DANIELLEEEEEE BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEEEEE

eee , i just realised what i just posted was so , dang .
eee , later people come scold me wors . eee .
:D ah , who cares .
i'm doing this for MY deardear .


taggggggggggs ;

limxinhui : thankyouthankyouthankyou :D willdewillde.iloveyouuuuutooooo !

ngsiling : yesyesyes , thankyouthankyouthankyou too ((: loveyouuuuu !

farhana : oh you remembered ? thanks too :D ilu <3

deardear : uh , what's with th birthday bash ? you dare huh , huh ? get lost hor . i haven't broken your threee bones yet . happy fourth too :D

it hadn't been quite what i wanted th night bfre today .
what happened was quite disheartening , bwahahahah , but we overcame it tgt , and definitely , it made me love MY deardear even more .
and i'm happy that we talked things through , and now everything's good ((: ah , this makes me a happy girl . i love me deardear .
i have th sweetest boyfriend on earth , and i love it . he's th best thing i ever had , next to baby fatass ofcourse .

and ah , i'm not ashamed to say this , but he's way better than any other boy :DDD { no offence , people . }

he's like no other , and he cannot [ and will not ] ever be replaced in me heart .
unique & special , tht's what makes me love him more & more each day .
and i'm prouddd to say this , but he's MINE , as much as i'm his , and nobody , N-O-B-O-D-Y , can ever snatch him away .
[ don't even think about it . ]

deardear , i'm happy tht you're mineee and i'm yours ; i love you .
don't ever be sad again . no more quarrels again either , and be happy .
like i said , if you're happy , i'm happy tooooo ((:
so you know what to do now : SMILE ! ((:

happy fourth-monthsary , love . <3