woke up bright and early today, unlike some pigs whose name starts with b.
tried to wake b with messages and phone calls but guess what, some people can never be woken up unless they wake up themselves.
heh heh heh. *toothy grin*

mom got a book for me, called getting out of the house, and no, it's not a guide on how to go out of the house.
till now i don't get the point of the story.
dang. -.-

off to read further, heh. goodnight, byebye.
what the f. good morning i mean.

take a breath, make it deep, feel the love.

see that bright light? feel th warmth and take a breath, a deep one at that.

can you feel it? heh.

yes, got home early. co was postponed. a good thing too, people're already more than tired.

who wouldn't be after such a big day out. ;)

tiong market for 'dessert lunch' with A&g. yes, :O the whole clique, plus h's zf. {imissedb, :/ wtf.}

cabbed home alone. didn't go home straight. stayed at stairs for awhile and went sun-tanning. heh heh heh. ((:

oh, and BDO wasn't so bad after all, despite a few unpleasant stuff and the like.

heh, so great.

long day.

tired out.

goodbye.

ps. i don't want to go to school on wednesday.

pps. i want to stay at home like a caterpillar and sleep until end of december holidays.

ppps. i want to see you, you dumb ass.

shot, & kind of need some help over here.

oh and if th class committee or anybody else has ideas for games,
pretty please please please with red strawberries and red cherries and sweet candies and blue coloured chocolate icing on top,
help me out by messaging me.
i ran out of ideas a long time ago.

you killed me with a cold gun in your own hand.

am supposed to email details for games for big day out to M.Z & M.L.
what the f.
by 3pm.
what the f.
TODAY.
WHAT THE F.

ps: someone's jealous that i give everyone an 'xoxo' when they leave in th previous blogskin. heh heh heh!
pps: 郑耀兴, i still know how to write your name!

i found this picture. 10 points to point out:

1. i see my fringe.
2. i miss my fringe.
3. it's taken on 0309'08.
4. i was having CO.
5. the reason why i looked so down was that it's th eve of my birthday.
6. the eve of perhaps th worst birthday in my whole life.
7. and guess what i was thinking?
8. " aww man. birthday #13's so going to suck like hell. "
9. until...

10. my most wonderful girlfriends and my best boy surprised me with one cake, one flying balloon which escaped in th end, one huggy soft bear which says 'hug me' and which i hug to sleep along with eeyore, and six toy roses of 2 red, 2 pink and 2 purple which can be found on my bed, and th ultimate LOVE and HAPPINESS.

conclusion: i was wrong about point 8.

p.p.s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY.
NO, I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN.
I EVEN REMINDED MIGNON ON THURSDAY.
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

The Bottom Line
Some quick reasoning will help you figure out how to start a tough conversation.

In Detail
When you enter into a new group situation today, try not to be as socially cautious as you often are. There's no need to be intimidated! A little quick reasoning will tell you that you have plenty of things in common with these people, so if you are at a loss for what to talk about, start there! Conversation is an art, but you have your own special twist on it -- don't be afraid to strike up conversations, today. People will be more receptive than you think.
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we discussed stuff today. was i socially cautious or not? someone tell me.

yesterday was th night i realised, innocent little brothers have feelings too.
yesterday was th night i realised that i love weiyu more than anything else in th world. {yes, maybe more than you :p}

embarassed like f in school,
troubled like f over food. yes, food.
sad like fffffffff for stuff you don't need to know.

chinese teacher called me, omFg.
chatted on th phone with her for awhile, (:

helena and i had romantic lunch.
i like tiong kfc, STRONGLY RECOMMEND THAT YOU PLACE YOUR ORDER WITH THIS STAFF CALLED QI WEI.
not qiwei from 1/7. qi wei from tiong kfc.
he gave helena 10% discount, me a free drink, isn't that sweet of him.
i think he has to pay out of his own pocket though.
thanks so much, although he won't see this.

xoxo,
weixian.

ps: mr 郑耀兴, now i know how to write your name, heh heh heh. *sneaky grin*

i wonder if ending it all will benefit me.
my brain thinks that, but my heart is against it all.

still in school, am supposed to do some survey.
just received results for english papers, bad results. i think i got only 60/100, paper 1 + paper 2. ):
that made me sadder, heh. damn -.-
didn't really sleep all night, had a really bad aching leg, :/
woke up really tired.

today's weihao's first paper for o levels i think, hehheh.
big big gl then.
byebye.

ps: i passed maths. but i don't know how much i got. hehheh.
pps: today is a really loooooooooong day.
ppps: i really don't have the mood.
pppps: requested a tag from sharon, hehheh. up real soon.
ppppps: i'm feeling ALRIGHT, don't ask me why i'm sad already, thanks for your concern anyway eh, <3
i looked back, and didn't see you beside me.
taggggggggggs;

law:] ; HEHHEH. (:

MANDA: amanda? hehheh (:

josh: i did not? i didn't make her wait, i just asked her whether she could wait, and she agreed. so it's not my fault. :D

helena: heh (: the pictures? nah kidding (: and who're you calling a idiot?

jamie: heh, random la. (:

i woke up, bathed in sweat. eww, how terrible. )’: I feel like crying for nothing ):
somehow, in some way, th windows were all closed, curtains too. no air ventilation, it's a miracle i haven't died in my sleep.

heh, it'll be cool to die in my sleep.

for some reasons, i felt super down too.
but just can't understand what's my problem -.-
i want to disappear into the world.
forever and ever, heh, that's so super cool, ultra super duper uber booper coolness.

just take me home, where the moon is mellow and the roses are thrown, and the lightbulbs around my mirror don't flicker; everybody gets a nice autograph picture, one for you and one for your sister.

YES, I'M BACK. CAN YOU SEE ME?
i'm wearing my favourite paddington shirt, i think perhaps some people saw it before, i remember benny ben ben saw it before. heh (:

did i mention we photo-ed alot? heh heh heh. oh yes, before i forget, there're loads of my unglams too. please close your eyes when you see them at miss h's. and close your eyes tight, no peeping.

wanted so badly to see benny ben ben, but badnews in th end, ):
mr b b b, i hope you come too school tomorrow. 1/7 欢迎 you.
i hope he sees this.
and HEY typing in chinese's cool.

i need a break.
i mean seriously, a break.
i was on th verge of asking "later go burger king study?" during lunch.

and i don't know how to define this, but i really want to go somewhere far and relax.
far away from humans, th busy cities, everything.
far away from anybody.
far, far away.

i got a feeling i won't like my results tomorrow.
someone, please, pray for me.
goodbye. i'm off to dreamland, far away from all of you, at least for a while.
love you, b b b. i miss you loads.

ps; i feel sad. cheer me up please?

i just reached home.
i haven't bathed, nothing, hehheh.
im lazy, i want to fall onto my bed and sleep.

kfc-ed with farhana, helena.
HEHHEH.
went to tiong park after that, people everywhere. so we played by ourselves like anti-social freaks at some exercise corner stuff.
photo-ed like DON'T KNOW WHAT.
http://www.heeleenaaa.blogspot.com/
go see go see.

i shall go bath now, i'll be back later.
just you wait.
i'll be back.

afk in 5-4-3-2-1.

ps; i missed you, freaking big pig asshole. ):<

sometimes, i really hate weihao. other times, i don't.
other times being his birthdays and perhaps some special dates, heh. { i hope he doesn't see this. }

someone was such a big stinker yesterday. as in, really stinking. smelling of cake, sweat and perhaps some funny perfume.
and some people went through so much to give him a nice birthday.
although perhaps he didn't really get what he wanted, he should be happy that he's got such a nice girlfriend and nice friends and a nice sister and a nice family.
like, maybe he's th only person i've known to have three cakes for one birthday.
goody, he'll be getting rounder and rounder, biggest bombom in th whole wide world, that's what he is. SLIM DOWN ALREADY!

so, somehow, i went home with SBB [Stinky Birthday Boy] and not-so-fortunately, he was just next to me. so i had to some kind of tolerate th smell for around fifteen mintues.
and it's like, perhaps th first time i talked to him for more than five minutes or something.
heh. hah.
hehheh. hahhah.

so yep.
happiest birthday in th whole wide world award.

[ps: i wish i can have a better birthday than him.]
[pps: ohshits, i forgot to take a picture of th big blue card. which was like drawn by miss e {i'm afraid i'll spell her name wrongly}, miss n and miss w.]


taggggggggggs;

danielle: agreed, (:

fidelia: heyllo. (:

mig: who wants to see YOU? oh yeah, me. ((:

enabelle: hey ((:

yes, photos are in order. i painstakingly arranged it, from th least recent to th most recent. aren't i clever. [ though it's a bit messy, bear with it. i can't seem to make it look neater. ]

and that's what happened to poor little mr tiny cake in th end. have a safe trip to heaven.

weixian can't stay away from th dumb computer, she swears she hears it calling her name everytime she steps into her room. ah damn.

geography, chinese, maths down, left science to go, damn.

maths was omfg today, but somehow i managed, and survived. ate at tiong with sharon farhana
helena after exams, i swear im getting fatter. D':
went all around tiong with ellie looking for stuff. didn't find what we wanted in tiong, so made our way to anchorpoint, and i swear i love it there.
so many stuff to fool around with. then FINALLY [kind of] found what we needed. and played around somemore.
then left for ikea opposite to look at furniture we don't need, and had LOADDDDDS of fun and cameras there.
i like ikea closets. especially those with sliding doors.
and it was practically empty except for most parts. who knows what they were doing. it was like, empty white walls almost in one-quarter of th whole place.
and there were A, LOT of pretty mirrors there. beds too.
i love th kiddy bedrooms. comfy beds and a nice little basket which i sat in and a small
little bowl which i ate from. and these two things are for DOGS.
i'm so going there again.

did i mention i almost left my phone in ikea, in FULL VIEW, on a WHITE DINING TABLE that makes my phone so bright?!
!@#$%^&*()_+}{=-\":?>
luckily i discovered it was missing & went back to look for it. horrible stuff. i'll never take out my phone in ikea ever again.

with danielle around, i'm pretty lucky in stuff.
somehow.

lovely day out.
sunny day with 3D clouds too.

tagggggggggS;


jamie: somehow, i don't know how :D


danielle: elle ohh vee eee? OH! elee ohh vee eee too <3





EVIDENCE OF MY DAY OUT:

did i mention dad's head was knocked by a bird on his way to work.
HI-LA-RIOUS. OMFG WTF.

weixian can't stay away from th dumb computer, she swears she hears it calling her name everytime she steps into her room. ah damn.

maths tmr, doom.
i slept almost as soon as i reached home, until dusk. damn, im still tired.
i know i won't be able to sleep tonight, so you'll find me studying all night through since i got most of my sleep in th afternoon.
VAMPIRESS, HEH HEH HEH. female version of vampires?
out you go, geography stuff. damn, there's still science after th weekends.
fantastic is that there're ONLY three and a half more days to the end of exams, then it's P-A-R-T-Y.
and i can also relate to my post-exam activity notification in peace without feeling terrible then.




taggggggggggs;

danielle: suting's going nehs. perhaps peishan too.

ben: um?

ryshire: i think i did call wrong you know (: hehheh, miss you too! <3

suting: NOPE. NO STUDYING. IT'S PLANNING DAY.

siling: tell siling that's she's super pretty :D gak.

jamie: you too (: although it's abit late.

kehjun: i want it too, duh.

guess what. once i touched th f computer, i don't feel like letting go.
damn. my geography ):

tonight'll be a late night.

first paper's in less than twenty hours, i'm still mugging. i'm going to stay away from the computer like it's a scary monster with a offensive odour, i'm going to mug my ass off.
i'm going to study my textbooks from front to back and back to front, and then front to back again.
i swear on my life that i will.
i swear you're so ): .
and what the ass, nothing's going into my brain now.

good luck for me, and everybody out there for your exams.

i watched calerfare tonight, it wasn‘t funny.
some people already ended their exams, how unfair is this? )':



taggggggggggs;

enabelle: HELLO ENABELLE. (:

suting: alright, i'll ask him first eh? cuz it's most likely he's not coming. :/

kehjun: hello. (: stfu? really? oh wow now i see it too. it was like randomly typed. you know. like what you get when you bang th keyboard anyhow anywhere anywhat. :D see you soon on gmc outing number two after exams which is like not confirmed yet but hoohah there's sure to be one la so make sure you come because everybody has to come otherwise it's not called a gathering of some sort anymore so make sure you're free everyday during the holidays or something and guess what i think we should have the outing on november sixteenth 'cause i rmb what say it was last year. think about it & tell siling (:

xinhui: hey <3

jamie: hey again<3

forgot to bring pe shirt. small head teacher made me & xinhui copy some article on menstrual cramps.
lol yes, it's like wth :/ sick in th mind.

airfield.
stfuwypinypafaikbibysamosgyfaoomfasbikytiamyftdtilaybidnaagbirtantfmtfiXsstfuagtfoomf.
yabtyksgtfompaimpiiabinoybaimnyswwtcwysam.
iaawmdywitdwtama whatever whatever whatever.
i dunno, that might be th new elephant language.
ihyb.
that's elephant language for LOL.
hahaha.



taggggggggggs;

ET: *bigger hugs* (:

danielle: <3

heh, hello.
hehheh, byebye.
teacher's walking around.
bye.

eight seven six.
i saw my dad at th corridor & he was messaging my mom, 100m from home.
so cute eh. i love my dad.

tagggggggggs;

et: hey (:

benda: ah thank you. (:

helena: thanks.

jamie: hello (:

ben: DINGDONGDOGWARD.