complex, horrible, wasted and insane you are:

"bitch."

that's what comes to my mind, first thing, when i see you most of the time. lol. friend you are? good friend you are? HAH after what you said to me? double HAH am i supposed to feel hurt now? deceived? cheated or sad? angry? yes angry i am, very. are you happy now? superficial you are. two-faced you are. i don't deny i am too, 'cause im still your friend despite this. im still having fun with you despite this. what else can i do? slap you and leave? triple HAH. i break this friendship and i break two groups up. you fucking know what im talking about kay.

right, true, i admit i have no rights to care about this no more but have you considered my feelings? having said that to my bloody face? they, too, agree with me too, about this, even if they don't agree on how im reacting on this. but really, have i said anything like "im done with it, i don't care anymore" or something? no. then how you know sia, how you know what i thinking. assume? what the other girl we all hate said was true, you are what she said of you to your face. did it feel any much better? yea you were hopping mad i know. but you never thought yourself as that right? she is one, so she has no right to say that of you. but have you ever thought that you are one muthafucking bitch too? sorry, too harsh.

(heart melt) (heart melt)

flag day wasn't so bad after all.
(heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt)
(heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt)
(heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt)
(heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt)
(heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt)
(heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt)
(heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt) (heart melt)
thank you meylinda, thank you danielle. haha(x2)

banner was done and hung outside school, i wonder what sort of comment we'll get. 0.0
school till 12.15pm tomorrow, co then off to primary school. yay. i wonder what will happen.

"mom, the doll's head just came off"

yo.
stayed till late at school, down the hilll allone was surprisingly peaceful and calming. apart from the tiko pehs
really, really tired. barely managed to keep eye opened on bus. sianz.

gotta complete compo before tomorrow. zz.
im bored. i need to go buy my book soon.
exam in a month and a few days. i need to b u c k u p

red orange yellow green blue indigo violet

yo. i am bored and i really don't mind having some fifty-cent cotton candy from the minimart now.

Virgo: Daily Horoscope (Tuesday, August 25)

If you have a message you want to send out, wait until the
moon wades into the murky waters of Scorpio in the afternoon. The moon will
avoid the other planets for a little while, and this will give you a chance to
get in touch with your true feelings. A new friend or a guy you like will be
happy to hear what you have to say.

What you've learned in life and love can come together in an amazing way as
the week begins. You're not making the same mistake twice (right?), and the
personal work you've put in is really working. Right on! And while you may know
it all in other spheres, when it comes to love, you're smart enough to keep
looking into your own heart and finding out about others. That's a terrific
mode, in fact, for Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Watch for a
wrinkle in the fabric of your world this weekend. Does it demand ironing, or
would it be more interesting, maybe even more exciting, to explore its
contours?

how true?

i ain't got no car to take you on a date

39.5 degrees in the morning. man i was so hyped yo!

okay so no school till tuesday. hallelujah *hands clasped together*

my bones are still aching. oh wait i can't differentiate it from muscle/bone.

there's a sour taste in my mouth, im gonna get rid of it. nighty-night everyone, don't let the bedbugs bite.

to twelfthdimension:

boo you. i am feeling too under the weather to insult you. wait why should i anyway zz.

take care of you and your unfathered imaginary baby, all the best in your life. lolz.

your phone is ringing, dear

cut my hair. i look like... shite. okay. hair will grow. zz
co in the morning. cough all day YAY
body ache now. who wants to go for massage with me LAUGH OUT LOUD. :)

i don't want to miss school on monday, there's oral. but there's maths.
okay gotta go look for a notebook. zz.

when i lose myself i think of you.

^ i drew the two eyes, one nose and mouth. then they told me to add cat ears so it ended up like this.

^ i have way more camwhores. i shall upload one each day :)

listening to fuck you on 98.7 now. hilarious, the way they censor the fucks with animal sounds. omg i am laughing out loud. there's a duck, a horse and god knows what else cuz im laughing too loudly now.
omg i need to stay back again tmr.
omg i cannot believe how bored i am.

should i cut my hair on saturday? its too long and its too irritating.
i think i need a vote. -.-
should i go cut this saturday?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
should i?
okay i can't believe i typed it out when i can copy paste it. okay bye.

zz: i don't understand what you mean :O

B/S: last tag, k BYE :O er, xianxian? -.-

jamie: i grabbed! thanks!

helena: it's supposedly okay alr :)

--: they're leaving so please leave too -.-

mignon: look who's calling who shitface :)

luv is stronger than tears, you made me understand that

i swear i need mrs lui back cuz my chinese & bh's chinese and the whole world's chinese is suffering because of the irritating overly-flirty old tikopeh.

sigh. bad day because i am too too full, i need to pump my stomach

i have no mood. hug my tree.

B/S: idk what im supposed to say; what am i supposed to say at all? nothing, and continue letting you and the other zz continue this game? i should hope not man but im not gonna say anything at all .__.

zz: laughing out loud, defending me for .__. am i supposed to say thanks too? after you guys get gone i swear i'll have no more tags cuz thanks to yall, people are all reluctant to tag cuz they're afraid their tags would be wiped out by you guys'. nice move, thanks ._. a troll is something that lives under that bridge over the river in the fairytale i know i know sigh.

i know what to say now

^ she lets me camwhore with her :) and she chews my bag.

big eye small eye red red eye

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rollerblading cancelled. it's goddamn saturday man, why is everybody either going home or going somewhere else! im going to emo.

pretty sad that i couldnt come back the other night but hey, this isn't much of a disappointment:

zz: i don't deny my english isn't good dey:) nope that person has no idea what vocabulary is either. thanks about the my english is better thing? ;))

--: your trap:D:D:D rolling on floor laughing my ass off.

bey song: laugh out loud 0.0

see bey song: thanks to your comment, now i see that 'zz' is of the same age as me :D:D and that's wonderful, coz he/she's obviously someone who knows me cuz she/she knows my age despite me not putting it up heh see, so stupid sometimes :o

zz: heh, who knows which good friend/schoolmate you are :D wait, if you're a friend then that's a big great awesome irony ah :D

twinnie: yo caterpillar! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^

oh, baby, you're a classic in your little black dress

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sorry, just imagine there're pictures okay blogger is failing me again and i shall just wait it out this time aroundim sorry too i didn't mean to have it that way it just went over the top. ZzZzZzzzzZzZ.
i can't reply at my t-board sia.

peishan: yes! yes man :)

=): mm... i don't see it ley, don't really care heh

--: do you get what self-contradict means? coz i don't see the link heh. oh suicide, i guess we the kings are dead if it's this way because that line was from their song, if you don't already know ;) it gives you pleasure at seeing the helplessness of me and my desperate attempt that's half futile? you can go suck a big dick cuz it, in actual fact, gives ME pleasure to scurry online every night to see what other hilarious thing you've said to try to irritate me :) yea it's a form of entertainment to me heeeee heh whatever you want to reply to this, i promise i'll be punctual in coming back tomorrow night to reply you too so see you soon! :))))

-- (2): hi, you're not too bright a human either, dogs are cute not retarded. ta :)

coz if you jump, i will jump too

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
no -.-

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
six mnths plus.

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
i forgot :s

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
never! yes im proud :)

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
hmm... let me think.

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
food. sigh.

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
mom's dinner :)

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
them, i suppose

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
lots.

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
somewhere over the rainbow...

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
blah blah

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
singtel's.

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
not interested :)

14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
dang

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
shouldn't think so

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?:
no i so guai. :)

17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
v long alr leh ):

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
i go crazy first

19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
i don't have one :)

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
mac?

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
this fucking fucked up grunt in agreement that i hated so much.

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
idk anywhere?

24. CAN YOU COOK?
heh heh :)

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
very cool car.

26. BEST KISSER:
-.-

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
i don't know la dey.

28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
rotten ones

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
lol rofl lmao hahaha hehehe hohoho

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
lol lol lol

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?:
12 to 12 LOL you believe ah

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
i don't know?

34. CAN YOU SING?
heh no.

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
need to think O>O

36. LAST KISS?
-.-

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
don't rent movies

38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
my trustee brown cave

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT
perhaps somewhere really quiet.

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
desktop.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
none, not really interested

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
lol lol

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
-.-

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
k this is freaking me out

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?:
never tried.

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
nope, good citizen :)

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
neither.

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
NO

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
bombed heh

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
yup.

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
xinhui heh

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
dadz.

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:
"huh why what thing haha"

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
three :s

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
white shirt + fbts.

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
"coz if you jump, i will jump too"- S. Avenue.

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
i don't like PB&J!

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
shouldn't think so heh

63. CAN YOU SWIM
okay no i admit.

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
depends on mood heh

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
certain kinds.

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:
i hate random questions

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON
summer.

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING:
er, this afternn during globe theatre. something about fo tiao qiang i think

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
5.23am ): wlau eh.

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
the whiteness heh

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?:
im too fast.

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
i don't give names one leh.

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
definitely overrated.

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
co, out rollerb-ing with people :)

78. BIRTHDATE
fourth/september/ninety-five.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:
open my kindergarten/day care :)

ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:
nope.

ARE YOU SMILING?:
kind of inside.

DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
no.

IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?
my private island

ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?
no bitch.

DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?:
no.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
stupid bean.

WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?
i don't know o.o

DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:
no, january.

DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?:
school?

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:
yes and it sucked

DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
would trade a brother for a sister

ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:
?

ARE YOU IN LOVE?:
no

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
duh? -.-

DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
kind of but not really oo.

WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
diamonds and pearls

WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?
go watch teevee, so here i go bye

you are so, so, so in deep sh*t :)

^ it says it all. teevee time now. blogger is giving me problems again so im pissed.

you're on my E> just like a tattoo

im in the midst of writing a letter heh heh heh but i don't know who im going to give it to yet, cuz i might just go burn it or something O.O
yup school tomorrow and im dreading it. i swear i'll stay up to watch teevee tonight and then sleep in class tomorrow O.O

i know my eyes aren't as big as O.O but still... :

fuck off before i stick a wooden ruler up your ass

been downstairs just now and honestly, im pissed like (-'- -'- -'- -'- -'-).

mom says: eh 你哪里可以这样插队。
he says nothing, moves further back so mom can move into the queue.
random auntie behind mom says: ya lor, 每个人都在排队leh, 你去后面排啦。aiyo.
he says: 你现在要怎样，我退后让你排了吗，你哪里不爽？无理取闹。
mom ignores. mom says to me. 不要管他啦。我什么都没有听到lah。
he shouts something incoherent. stupid man.

(what i would like to have said: eh ni cheebye china man, fuck off back to your country la. obvs you are the one jumping queue what for gods' sake. *middle finger*)

instead i stare, i know staring is wrong la but still. btw he looks really grotesque. like he hasn't bathed in twelve years. botak. plus he's china, so there's that china accent but i understand every word he say perfectly. and he has oily face too. im not insulting china citizens don't get me wrong.

he catches me staring, so i diao him. yayzee. wx - 1, stinky mad man - 0.
then he says: 看什么看，没看过啊？
mom says: 你没看她，又知道她在看你? 不要大声小声lah hor, 你以为你大声就赢，我就怕你huh？
he says: 对，大声不一定会赢，但是小声就一定会输！you mind your business!
i was fucked up like _____ cuz i couldn't stand his english. BWAH.
i say: 无聊啊，走开啦吵这么多做什么？*double diao*

he walks away. i feel great inside. weeeeeeeeet.
i really hate people like this.

OMG IT WORKS

dug out a few old pictures + thrown in a few new ones. these few for the moment to add colour to the page, too much words blech.

-

yup my time of the year. coming soon again i think but for once, im not looking forward to it
point one to self: i think im ready/i think im going to be ready soon and i hope people will be there to help me lo.
everything is possible if i tell myself i fucking can. yes, i remember that line from you, whoever you are. i still don't know who you are yet. oh well.

wasn't a good day, overall, yesterday. i think i can say the same for today.

• bad surprise
• spent whole afternoon in cyberspace, doing cock
• very fucked up evening (for a while if not long)
• tiong for mos for dinner, very spicy corn soup
• passed letter to huiwenie
• no co
• mozzie bites
• long wait for bus coz dad cannot fetch me ):
• beyond-crowded bus
• fucking full dinner, blech
• fats piling up
• text sent to wrong recipient, how great
• mopiko finishing soon
• scratch, scratch, scratch goes my nails on my thigh meat (meat sounds so fat
• need to stop eating, need to start puking, i don't care if i get my throat damaged due to hydrochloric acid or whatever acid in the gastric juice
• late night coz no school today unless i feel like going to emo at gwc river with lots of insect repellent. yes i could've chosen a better place to emo but ya. so if im not at home i'll be there hah if im not by the river, check in the river to see if im floating on top roflmao

not tech savvy.

refer to title: i am NOT tech savvy. but im going to google the solution anyhow, this is pissing me off. give me a while to work on it. then i'll come back and post the big number of pictures that i've glued together two by two.

b-b-b-bruises.

suting scolded me CHICKEN.

t-t-t-tongues.

@ peishan's. somekind of surprise visit to a sick patient but obvs she wasn't surprised @ all. typical peishan.
so suting's here too and she's tying her hair okay xinhui just came in!
suting opens the door like it's her own house.
and she scolds xinhui "hey! you chicken la!"
and now she's playing the keyboard.

btw went on youtube and watched cobus.
then suting say, "suddenly weihao not cute anymore." i love that man, good one suting!
peishan is drying her hair. she tries to scare xinhui.
xinhui rolls her eyes and heads off to peishan's bed to sleep like it's her own bed.
(why am i blogging every single thing that's happening?)

suting wants peishan to keep the OJ bottle.
peishan and suting laughs at xinhui coz she's really going to sleep like it's her own bed.
suting is being hytericalin the kitchen.
(i really agree with what suting said about weihao.)
peishan has big towel on her head. her mom just came home.
oh apparently there's tuition for peishan and xinhui later on.
suting asks peishan if she's gg tiong later. peishan says yes.
they're both playing with xinhui coz she looks fucking fugly ugly sleeping.
(i feel like laughing.)

peishan's mom is eating what me and suting bought for peishan.

i am so upset, im about to shit
or maybe it is the mac i ate.

take me by the hands

yes my hair is longer than hers! i think.

but i cannot compare to her wonderful tossing skills roflmao

Abby: ah, she doesn't look like me @ all ley.

--: who gives you the goddamn right to come to others' blogs and label people 'a failure' when you're really kinda one yourself without leaving your name? :) come on man get a life :) btw i never did want to guess your identity/guess what you're meaning by using stupid english to leave comments. i don't care if the president's son tags me either, i don't know him anyway. you mean you are meh. funny :D you have a fail detector?! you own man! now go eat your dinner cuz your mom's calling you.

Helena: art must do drugs. i mean not take them. ah i don't know. and sharpen your colour pencils etc.

Sumone: er, thanks for that compliment (?) :) nah don't worry about 'those losers......' thingys. i think it's kidna entertainment heh heh heh. er btw scolding people 'dogs' & 'u suck man' & '*****es' isn't very nice? i can sorta guess yall aren't the same sumone i think haha.

Seowchee: hoi :) i don't understand what they arguing about anyway so hohoho

Powerfull Passerby: since you're so powerful, go save the world from global warming lol. you're just another powerful passerby then

baby, could you blow my heart up

ok blogger is showing signs of self-attempted-recovery.
and im lazy to go help it repair itself faster. im waiting for people to give me links to save blogger so i can blog pictures :)
i have a surprise for peishan but i don't know when it'll be done. so don't wait. otherwise you'll be waiting loooooong.
i fell in love with the skin. in my case its a moment of love at first sight. okay i think i might fall out of love with it soon.
anyhooooo, my art is still not done even when i've promised i'd do it when i reached home. no hope, weixian no hope alr. bye, feitian last episode MUST CATCH.


"you ended a me
a heartbeat
a world.
holding back the tears as i don't want to look dumb, lamentable.
& now, there's nothing to do to bring it back." i guess.
-
i can remember when i looked in you and cry, think something broke inside of me
whatever come our way, you know im yours till the end.

i m i s s y o u,

been here all along, so why can't you seeeeeeee~

oh f**k off.

doctor mario:

so, so, so much has changed. i hope you're okay.

blogger still not okay yet? ._.
saw 2/7 pictures from jamie on fb alr, YAY
school again tomorrow, good: enabelle & farhana's back! bad: mrs lui's gone to shen hai zi. relief teacher for chinese starting from tomorrow, lets see how it goes.

cow: i give up, you win man. -.-