clutching your hands, i fall deeper

cant sleep.

had a dream in my afternoon nap. freaked me out cuz it was more of like i had a dream in mmy dream.
like, i dreamt that this this this thing happened (not a good thing) and i was so, so, so like this.

then i realised, still dreaming, that i was dreaming after all and the thing hadnt happened in the dream at all. it was like a dream in the dream.

i think im only trying to calm myself but its not working. oh well

dont want t let go but it annoying me. i hate falling deeper.

i wonder what you think too. you never say much nowadays. i really want t know how you feel under it all.

stop playing with me. it isnt funny.

another sun-soaked season fades away

Virgo: Daily Scope - Tuesday, September 29
Your physical energy will push you toward a strong start to the week, thanks to the Aquarius moon. Maybe you'll be a star in gym class or at your team practice. Or, you might just be able to keep going long after everyone else has been worn out by a mental workout one of your teachers gives in a particularly tough class.

I BET THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT MATHS CLASS.
I DID A WHOLE QUESTION BY MYSELF TODAY AND IM PROUD OF IT (not bluffing)




btw the wedding thing just finished.
yes im (sorta) obsessed with the whole idea of a wedding. what the hell.
anyway, homework time. im definitely bucking up cuz i can feel it HAHAHAHAHA

we watched the seasons pull on its own stakes

i dunno what to do now lei really. everything is misleading.

i guess i can only wait uh.

i listened in maths today. mostly. really.

but im not saying that i understand set notation totally.

stayed in for art (again) till about 5. gwc for late lunch/early dinner with that woman above.

bumped into.......... sigh. pasta was nice. yummmmz.

i sat on a puddle of ants without realising it. ICK imagine having ants up your skirt. definitely not fun.

stop laughing.

what else can i say?

not gonna admit it but i do miss you? zzz LIMF. ahhhhhhh f off.

yeah well actually i do. not like im ever going to say it again. i've told you twice, im not going to say it a third time because i know how you feel. i hate you, but i love you. cant stop obsessing. stuck on you. why else would i try all hard to not fuck you up? look who's the real bitch now.


everytime i try, i get tongue-tied.

you have stolen my, heart

hey is google actually supposed to be spelt like that or did i miss out on something?
five days to friday. (studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyz)

still less than halfway through the no-laughing hospital series. @ hospital G already HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i bet i alr burnt like dunno how many grams of calories.
i've done my homework like a good girl yesterday and this afternn. bye.

but i know you wont be there (pissed)

TMNT

LOVES ME
HARDCORE

BECAUSE I GAVE HER WHAT SHE LOVES DOUBLE-HARDCORE.

R&J today was screwed. sorry everybody.

i carried a lizard (unknowingly) in the trash bin all the way to the other trashbin. what the f***

wrote a letter of encouragement to myself today. wrote one to bh too
"from wx to wx", i think that was cool :)

(i hate the first days.)

stared at F on s'pore idol just now and i caught myself smiling :)

omg he he got in baby. omg.

im sorry for whatever happened.

you matter more than i actually thought.

never thought i could do it but im over it. (: :)

make a run for it.

koped from DFM's. monday's study session.

have most of the very cool burst shots but lazy to make it into ani uh. ok shall do it now.

R&J is so dead tmr. no chance of us performing liao.

sian.

co then to subway for chocolate chip cookies.

bumped into chris & kenneth @ tiong bus stop so went bm interchange w them & took a bus.

ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.

OH AND ON A TOTALLY UNRELATED NOTE

EOY CONCERT ON 9TH DECEMBER, TICKETS @ $6 (only).

SUPPORT ME. NOT PEISHAN NOT SUTING NOT DANIELLE. HEH.

PLZ. I BEG YOU. SIX BUCKS ONLY.

i leave it all for you

study (not much) w xin helena rayner bh tday @ harb subw.
to jurong after that.
long day, im totally wasted :o
more homework to complete, cya tmr

Virgo's Daily Horoscope for Monday, September 21

Communication will be important as the week begins. The Scorpio moon encourages everyone to break through superficial niceties and get to the truth. In your case, there are some things you need to tell a friend or a guy you've been flirting with. (:O :O :O) If you want this person to like you for who you are, show them the truth about your feelings through a loving word or act of kindness.

As the week begins, look for opportunities to dig in deeply and have a meaningful chat with someone close to you (or, if you're single, with someone whom you'd like to be close to!). From Monday afternoon through Wednesday, indulge your intellect and listen up when others are gabbing -- your curiosity could lead you to learn something new. On Thursday and Friday, push yourself into taking a risk (especially, of course, if you're on the lookout for love). This weekend, revel in your ambition. All of your hard work is paying off.





OMG







FCKING







TRUE

when you looked away

im sorry farhana, i dont have a picture of you and me only :(

but nevertheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY

you know i love you right. :o public affection

im trying to tell the whole world its your birthday today :)

yes we should have celebrated together, that night if you came for the bbq. :(

but no sad faces on your birthday HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i love you as much as you love me!

which i know is a lot so you needn't tell me how much you love me too awwww im so touched :)

thank you for all you've done & being by me. tralala.

love you the most infintely. you know right :$ sigh i shy uh.

muackz. slobber. :) (i hope you see this :o)

(XO), how my heart beats for you tnight

yknw how shocked i was when i saw what you said last night?
yknw how taken aback i was when i saw your reply to what i sent wrongly?


nah i guess you dont.



headache again, bloody hell.
night.

(XO), times a million billion times tonight

i take what i said back okie. :)

i changed my mind heeeeeeeeee.

stayed back for the investment thing today w binghan and farhana.

off to hall to hyper with them plus xinheng and liuyang after that.

really, i was charged like... a full battery.

home.

co tmr.

reminder to self:

1. NYAA booklets.

2. twelve bucks.

okay night you guys

you're already the voice inside my head

on scr keyb agn, bloody irritatng
us, holdng hands, walkng on th beach up close on th sand

study d8 w bh @ carls jr on mon! need more ppl t go heh

oh yes, randm but happy bday even tho u wont see this:)




i tell you, y' dnt knw how tired i am.
i wondr if we'd hv th chnce t tlk too.
i wont deny this, im nv forgettin y'.

HE'S GOT ME LIKE NO-BUH-DY

using on-screen keyboard, keybard spoil -.-
time is 7.35pm, lets see how long i take t get this done (will b using as many shortcuts as i can)
class photo taking tday mrs lui came back.
firsttime in my life sit @ th front row
i hope they dnt bloody mix up th namesthis time, hmph
i am irritated w on-screen keyboard liao, byebye. end, 8.20

edit: i have a keyboard now doodle-y-doo blah blah blah typing quick feels great okay hahahah okay got to go draw the puzzle design thing plus i feel oh so irritated now sighz okay blah somemore and i bang you dead. kay-thnx-bai.

ps/ arent my daisies pretty :) but they're dead now. blah.

funny how it rained alllllll day.

"我们每天不去recess，每天就有东西blog liao."

=

we everyday dont go recess, everyday will have photos to blog.

grabbed from helena's. this is two days' recess worth of photos okay i tell you still got more.

(psst why dont have rayner the pork's picture?)

Virgo's Daily Scope; Tuesday, September 15th
This could be one of those days when you have to give up on planning out every moment in your day. This is a very big week for everyone, so getting quiet time or extra rest will work in your favor. Tonight, the moon moves into Leo to help you stay focused on your own thoughts. You may need to do a lot of work on establishing your personal boundaries.

Early in the week, let others feel your warmth and find out about your greatness in good time. The remainder of the weekend might find you indecisive about a certain situation. Try examining the deeper values at the heart of the matter -- a conversation with a friend can help your thinking evolve.

they is true most of the time yknw. funny how and why i believe in this kinda stuff ah.

think again.

i still feel very empty after posting the ninety-nine photos. (so there, peishan :))

danielle, your turn to upload our photos okay!!!!!

idk why but whole class was really tired today. we could all do with more motivation uh.

i mean i could.

home straight after school today. slept till seven. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay off for teevee now.

the feeling was there yesterday night, when i told you how i felt yknw.

667th.

I TELL YOU I WOULD BLOG ALL 99 SEE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I BLOGGED ALL 99.

CONGRATULATE ME!

^ stop laughing. LOL.

^ stop laughing. flash too bright.

stop laughing.

stop laughing. walao eh.