it's just not perfect .

i'm sorry .
ah , hah .
:/
what if , it's not happily ever after ?

what helena told me today hurt me , but it helped too ,
i finally see myself , in a way . i see myself in a way i don't normally do with a mirror .
i see myself deeper , i understand myself better .

i changed .
i can see that .

one thing i'm sure of is , i changed not because of anybody . i didn't change because of anybody .
if anybody were to be blamed , it would be nobody . and nobody doesn't even exist .
i'm not perfect . i don't want to be .


if i had a chance , i'd relive my live . right from th moment i get born into this world .


big white spaces are coooool .