things are so going t end up th same.

& i never felt more vulnerable.

so i had this, terrible nightmare?
twice over, last night & this morn. didn't sleep for almost three quarters of th night. >:/
felt almost as if i was being tortured in my own dream.

& some mysterious.. forces or something woke me up at 6.59am & 8.32am this morn, exactly th times i wanted/supposed to wake up.
uh, creepy? k.

out-ed w Breastfliend D & her um, friend tday.
wildchild was great, biatch! :-D
lunched later on & her friend left. us girls went t walk around, bought a tranaprent polka-dotted umbrella [D] and ofcourse cammed loads. http://www.heysuperheroine.blogspot.com/, im waiting for th pictures too.

today was another feel-bad day, ah, freak memories, sighz. >:[ sometimes i despise myself.
ah, what t do, what t do.

ah, freak memories.