too late to apologise.

went to sentosa w breast after co today, k random but yes.

see, i was right about 2009 being hell after all, wasn't i. (post: 24th dec/)
first day of school's not what i thought it to be after all, i guess it'll be pretty much the same for a couple of years.
school, lunch, then home. i have a pathetic life, im not thinking positively now. -.-

idk what to do, seems like no one can help me cuz it doesn't feel better even after me talking to so many people about how i feel.
yes, im feeling terrible, & it's nothing anyone can do, idk what to do to myself please, and please cut all the criticisms please.
i know it's up to me already, ah, what to do.
(speechless)
everything is just so, so screwed.

im going to do well this year, in studies and everything, then be proud of myself.
this feeling's tearing me off.

ah! i know! must be pms. yes it's definitly pms. ole. pms. love it to the core. -.-