last year's wishes on this year's apologies

just returned home and it's 8.29, okay i swear it's a tiring day.
muddy wet dirty yucky sunny hot sweaty emo-y cross country thang in th morn @ bedok reservoir, followed by YEG stuff.
th time on th bus to science centre was hell man. was stuck on one song in my mind. (i didn't want to think but i did anyho can't be helped.)
lunch @ mac's @ science centre, then slacked etc & went on to th real thing.
shit irritating boring talk, then went fishing! in th little pond. idiot.
i caught fishes and tiny prawns. some retard caught water snails! disgusting can.
mud skippers, water spiders, guppies!
ah th cute mixed caught th guppy. :))))))))))

mac for two meals straight, my stomach feels guilty already.
no mac for the next three months i swear. nope. no crossed fingers/toes.
sigh.

okay im going to rush my thang. cya tomorrow for co. (psst, peishan. walk to school? :))

(idiot i don't know what's with me. what IS with me? what's wrong? i feel most guilty & upset. :\ wish i could become an angel like mercy too, then i'll grow wings and stop eating.)