untie th balloons from around my neck and ground me.

im sorry.
i really don't know what to say, you really leave me speechless.
seriously. i felt so confused. i really.. didn't know what to say!
i hate that feeling when.. i don't know how to explain.
but then you seemed so distant. like.. suddenly everything was the same.
'nothing' equals to 'something serious', silence equals something really, really serious is going through your mind.
yet you don't tell me until we seperate ways. sometimes i can't read your mind, you should know that. i mean i can't read your mind at all! what th hell, what do you think i am?
sorry.

so audition's over, opel's over, everything's over. and school's back in. -.- MANNNNNNNNNN! :\
think i screwed today up, lucky they were nice teachers :)
long story, just know that they were real nice to me & i think i still stand a chance. at least 70/100 to get in, hope i make it.

comparisons are easily done.

have been feeling like, up and down today.
what, what th hell? idk.
hyper this moment and all emo-y the next, idk what i'll feel next. i don't even know what im feeling now.
k bye then.