i cannot help it man.

yeah i repeat: i am useless.

was looking through archives, from May '08 till Feb '09 and i stopped.
i mean my eyes got tired. and yes there was a reason for doing it :\
eh i feel disgusted? thus the tag to myself on tagboard. heeeee.
eh really, headache's killing me lah. like really killing. i mean if i dared to die i would.

i never was happier.
i was happier during you-know-which period, you sucker don't pretend to not remember lah.
p would know. i know now.
but who knows whether i can know for sure lah like seriously, ugh.
no definite answer. i don't want one either.

guess im content with just dreaming. tonight im fine, really i am.