clutching your hands, i fall deeper

cant sleep.

had a dream in my afternoon nap. freaked me out cuz it was more of like i had a dream in mmy dream.
like, i dreamt that this this this thing happened (not a good thing) and i was so, so, so like this.

then i realised, still dreaming, that i was dreaming after all and the thing hadnt happened in the dream at all. it was like a dream in the dream.

i think im only trying to calm myself but its not working. oh well

dont want t let go but it annoying me. i hate falling deeper.

i wonder what you think too. you never say much nowadays. i really want t know how you feel under it all.

stop playing with me. it isnt funny.