this is about the highest. i cant go to that height.
lets be honest you know it i know it so theres no hiding anymore. so why not you come out of your bloody turtle shell and explain nicely (though you already did) that its never going to happen so i can put it all down and calmly drink my floor detergent or something (jk) and just get over it already and you wouldnt be frustrated over me irritating you because well yeah dont lie you and i both know thats what we think. no more freaking over it no more worrying no more waiting for texts no more thinking of you no more having fuckin dreams and no more letters no more seein you no more fretting no more pissing no more empty promises and patronising words best of all no more hurtin and no more pills (i know i promised im sorry) you say you wanted it sometimes but on other occasions you dont so where does that leave you and me? you = a fickle-minded person and me = a sad one. so whats the point like that yeah i know im selfish to think like that because some certain other person said i was selfish before (:\) but what do i care about now? one more word from you. at the very start you said 'you just have to say yes or no' and my answer was.... yeah you have to know only. then when i used it back on you how many weeks back you leave me till now.
yknw what forget it. sick and tired of this i know i have better things to do. time makes everything fade besides im not so sure anymore. fxck off
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