actually, it's the taxidermy of you and me.

after this picture, can you still eat pork with a peace of mind? i doubt i can shit.

yeah it's the second post so i think i know that i'm actually bored.
i'm starting to think that a taxidermist is really cool too.
oh did i mention that i stopped taking pig's inside stuff after watching this how on tv last night? well yeah it shows how they slaughter pigs (draining their blood and digging out their insides.)
mom was practically stuffing pigs' liver down my throat during dinner, yeah gross i know but got no choice. apparently, it's supposed to be good for the blood. (yes mom i know. it's bloody bloody nice. in that sense which i seem to start to hate)

i think i won't be able to eat pigs and stuff for a long time to come. becuz i have seen the scene where they showed the intestines or something all dug out and lying on the factory ground. i don't know who in the right mind would eat it after watching it.
apparently, pigs' carcasses are cleaned out very, and i mean VERY, thoroughly after being killed.

well that's plain sick to me.


i've had enough of words, i have maths and chinese homework (yes, again) waiting.
i need motivation (in the form of a silly boy who's swimming right this minute) to nag at me to study.
i see how reliant i am on him already becuz i can't do much schoolwork without him around thus i think i should camp at his place for the sake of my poor suffering grades.




i don't want to upset dad & mom with poor maths & science results.