re: doctor

majorly suck sick, i am going to see the doctor now,
(amanda your eyes are O.o, my eyes are -.-/ :D:D:D)
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edit: (1.38p.m.)

couldn't sleep all of last night, aching legs -
then i finally went over to him and sat beside him (sleeping).
after what seemed like idk, ten thousand years of rocking on the floor and crying, finally did dare to tap him gently (didn't want him to wake up, so selfish of me.)

so he jumped up and touched my face and oh boy.
went to the kitchen in half-conscious state and got like one bucket of water and three towels or something. can't remember i was like half-dead already.
then i remember looking at the time oh it was around 3.30a.m, and him wiping my body with the towels. i fell asleep. felt great. teehee.

then woke up and looked at the time was like 4.15+ OMG like wtf, forty-five minutes (?!?!?!)
fel loads better though, then he carried me over to my bed and stroked my hair till i slept (ah, the wonders of baby pillows). didn't take long to knock out though.
held his hand and slept.

(and i thought they didn't care for me? oh man i need to seriously bang myself against the wall or something, i feel so guilty.)

woke up at 11.30a.m. today with eyes swollen like -.- yes, couldn't see things like OMG?
doctor's, 7 packets of medication and MC for tomorrow (\: i'll call you all and then maybe do something about it im so sorry.)

i gotta go sleep now WHOA word spam! (see above)
(thank you for taking time and effort to read the above if you did because i can't bear to read it myself.)