sob sob sniffle hate

pain's unbearable, couldn't talk.
i hope it's tonsillitis or something so i can get like into hospital to get it removed then get out of the house at the same time cuz it's incredibly noisy over here what with weiyu and mom arguing all the time, i can't stand it.
hope to be fine by thursday cuz there's chinese tests. how terrible.
i feel like some tortoise or snail. not really supposed to get exposed to too much sunlight.

to school @ 1.10p.m. today to pass bin's welcome back card (more like some wordy shit.)
somehow managed to dodge chinese teacher. wouldn't want to explain to her. shit the throat man.
graffiti art, can't stand the smell and fumes like i used to be able to. :( so useless.
cabbed back after that. how unbearable.

i want to die NOW.
don't want to hurt anymore.
can't endure anymore lah O M G OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

think i shall make a trip over to the doctor/hospital tonight. can't stand it sigh.
(im lucky i still can type. i can't even talk or whisper or sigh. can only squeak like some filipino maid.)